Njan ippo ..... :(

Ethra divasamaayi ethu neravum mookathayode.....eppozhum kannu nirayunnu.....ninte kuravu nannaaayi arinju thudangi.....njan vilikkunnathu polum ninnodu vazhakidan maathramaanennu nee ennodu paranjirikkunnu....ente ullile jeevan nilanirthaan ippo ninne kondaavillaa ennaayyi....oru pratheekshayumillatheyulla ee jeevitham ini ethra naal.......

Cant stay away from u...

Ther is so much i want to say....but i wont....coz if ur love to me is true then look at my eyes u will understand whts ther in my mind......Hope v cud leave behind all the differences between us...my heart just cant stay away frm urs anymore....
                           Our words may divide...but our kiss will always make us one.....Thers one sad truth in life the only folks we really wound are those we love the best.....
                                         Even though i may not say it often i want you to kno that u are in my thoughts every moment....howevr far i fly i will be always ther for u....wen i thnk of u i thnk all the gud times we had together...miss those moments.......All times in this busy world i miss u my dear.....but i kno that u r shining brightly like star evryday.....n that makes me feel real happy...........

Nee onnu varumo???......

Ee divasam avasaanikkan pokunnu.................athinu munpu nee varumo?...pakal vettam veezhaan adhikam neramillaatha aa nimishathil......urangi kidakkunnavar unaraan adhikam thamasamillatha aa velayail.....nee onnu veruthe vannu ente munnil irikkumo??.....eppozhum maranam aduthu enna thonnalumaayi nadakkunna enikku.....jeevikkan aagrahameyillathe nadakkunna ente ee samayathu ente ella vidha preshnangaleyum akatti kondu ennil onnu vannu cherumo???....

My first thought in the morning is U........

Every moment...in between....and in my dreams at night u filled ur love in me...... But now..........am afraid to think about u....wenevr i do so i feel like to talk to u but am a big failure in all my calls.....am reaching in a desperate feeling....ur reaction is somethng entirely diffrnt nowadays....

                Sometimes in our life we will meet someone special..whos more than a friend..whom we admire...one for whom our heart beats....for me that special someone is u....it feels wonderful to hav u in my life....but alone....without love in return wht will i do in rest of my life??.....dont hav any answer....

               U came into my life and made it a wonderful world to live in.........u made me feel so special with all that u do and all that u say.....from the bottom of my heart i wud like to say just this.....u r the one i love and i will forevr keep loving u..... shall i ask u..?? wht about u??.........

              The morning comes and whispers by.....the noon sets its veil on the sky....i think of you every day and night...even though we are not together i long to be with u now and forever....miss u every moment.......i know this feelings from u says a big no.......i can feel that from u......n u already said  24 hrs its not possible for me to think about u.....pls dont take this as my complaint.....n i dont want you to read this too...this blog is my mind...my feelings....need to share to someone who wont respond..... dont kno till wen i can do this...coz my mind its out of my control....One day if its too late and i didnt reach u..pls search for me....dont wait for any usual thngs that was happening with us....

Once i was trying to escape frm everyone.....

I wonder if u kno how special u r ........how precious u r....how lucky i am to hav u in my life..... Once i was trying to escape frm everyone.....everyone was cruel to me....was not havin anyone to share my feelings......before if u wer ther in my life i wud try to get u....will die to get u.....but it didnt happened.....ther was just a long straight road ahead....on that way i met u.....u became a part of my life......now cant live without u......waiting for ur sweet kisses...want ur arms open wide for me....its like a fever just to get u.....n its burning me up inside..to get u will do anything.....i want to drove all night and need to crept in ur room...woke u frm ur sleep..to make love to u.......no matter wer i go i hear the beating of our heart...i think about u all the time and if the night is cold and dark dont ask me.....i will be in a different feeling....no one can move me the way that u do....nothing erases this feeling between me n u.....want to taste ur kiss and need a bear hug............................. :)

engum nee maathram......

Nee sherikkum enganeyaanu ente munnil ethipettathu??......ninakkengane kazhinju ninte lokathekku enne kootti kondu  pokaan???ente swapnangalil ingane niranju nilkkan ninakku engane kazhiyunnu??....engane eppozhum sneha manthrangal uruvittukonde irikkunnu??....engane ente shwaasathil alinju chernnu??....nee ente jeevithamaayi......ente nizhalaayi.....eppozhum ninakki vendi maathram enthengilumokkke cheythu kondirikkan njan aagrahikkunnu......nee sancharikkumpol mekhangal ninakku koottenna pole...oro kaalchuvadilum ilakal methavirikkum pole......ennum eppozhum kootinaay ee njanum......

U bein always der for me......

You used to call me ur Angel.....said i was sent straight down frm heaven....u wud hold me close to ur arms.....i lovd the way u felt so strong...i nvr wanted u to leave...i wanted u to stay here holding me....i miss ur smile.....u r alwaz wit me.....my heart wont let u go.....n i need to know i miss u....u used to call me ur dreamer....n now am living out my dream....i wish u cud see evrything tht happening for me....i'm thinkin back on the past...its true that time is flying but too fast.....evn though u r not wit me i kno u r in a better place.....u r wer u need to be....

                  Even wen am gloomy..grumpy n blue....ur little gesture makes me smile....am alwayz on the top of the world.....coz u nvr let me feel down.... u helpd me to grow inspite of tough times...encouraged me to spread my wings n fly in the world of love n dreams.........first i was in a great confusion wht wud i gift u....the gift shud be very special  shud not present u by nyone also it shud be close to ur heart.....Then my confusion came to an end n i decided the best gift can be my heart only...n now am happy for u...coz u r handlin my heart wit very much care...n no one else can do so.....my life my love my evrything is u......evry moment of our togetherness is a memory forevr!!!!!...

Little things u do means a lot to me........

 



I hav got a person who is very much kind to me......n wil do anythn in this world for me.....u treat me like a small kid..my life dont feel the same....its changin coz of u.....i juz cant stay away frm u.....not for a minute..not for a secnd.....i wanna be wit u always..............that u or all that u r............juz to see u smile i will do anythn that u wanted me to and all is said and done i would nvr count the cost...its worth all thats lost just to see u smile..................
               

         All the thngs that u do in my life i treasure u the most.....u r really special to me........

ennum nee en arikilundaayirunnuvengil.....

EE jeevitham enthaanu??...oridathu santhoshamengil mattoridathu eppozhum dukham maathram.....nadannakalunna ee vazhikalilokkeyum pratheekshikkatheyulla thirivukal undaakum poleyaalanallo ente jeevithathilekku nee kayari vannathu....kazhinju poya chila vedanippikkunna sathyanagalil naam vendheriyumbol.....puthiya ee jeevitham namme santhosham nirinja nimishangalilekku nayichu kondu pokunnu.......Enne onnu snehikkan..vaari punaraan nee eppozhum ente aduthundaayirunnuvengil ennu njan veruthe aashichu pokunnu.....

The best thing that has happened to me is u.................

Dont hide ur face.............i need to search and dream by looking at u......dont split ur mentality without thinking twice.....open ur eyes and mind dont pretend to be blind..............have u evr had a dream???......or is life just a trip??..a trip without chances ..a chance to grow up quick.......

    Three little words from u changed my world completely...... do u know whts that??...... evrytime plss open up ur mind......i know sometimes u hav been through so much pain....but i still need u in my life.....u r stayin deep inside my heart..........wish u wer here tonight.....it dosnt matter itz wrong or right i really need u......sometimes wht i say to u comes out wrong.....but am glad that u can undrstnd my feelings..................all those endless times we tried to make it last 4evr......u have touched my heart wit tendrness.....

                       My love to u is like red rose which will bloom in spring...itz like melody thats sweetly played in tune...........my love to  u is deep frm my heart....u can believe in my love.....if seasons wont come.....if all seas gets dry...............if rocks melts with the hot sun.............then u can confirm thers no love for u...........

                              I know that u wer having so many choices...yet u picked me and kept me close to ur heart.........am glad..........a special world for u n me....a special bond one cannot c.....it wraps us up in its cocoon ...and holds us fiercely in itz womb.......its fingers spread like fine spun gold....gently nestling us to the fold....like silken thread it hold us fast..........bonds like this are meant to last....and though at times a thread may break a new one forms in its wake...to bind us closer and keep us strong in a special world wer v belong...............

njan pokum......

Paathi vazhiyil thanichirangi....ottakkoru lakshyavumillathe nadannu.....koode eppozhum nee undenna thonnalil...ellam cheythu kazhinju enna vishwasathil....pranayathil maathram vishwasichu nadakkuka.....anganeyum oru anubhavam namukkariyende??.....hridayathil sookshichirunna kure ormakalum..cheytha oro sathyangalum manasil peri.... ellavareyum chirippichu.....santhoshippichu...oraalkku maathram vendathra snehavum koduthu....orunaal... njanum pokum......nishchayamillatha aa vazhikaliloode.....................

                        EE lokathu enthelum nammudethaayittundo???.....ennal parayumbol okkeyum nammudethaanu........nee entethu maathramaanennu pala aavarthi parayaarundu...ennal ninakku tharappichu parayaan kazhiyoo nee entethu maathramennu??..... ninnodulla avakaashavum paranju orupaadu perundu ninakku chuttum......

                     Ninneyum punarnnu kidanna aa raathri njan enne thanne marannu poyi.......pularche ethra vedanayodeyaa eneettathenno nee pathivu pole ninte lokathekku thirichu poyi kazhinju......

i have given u my heart......

U have helpd me enrich my lyf wit ur love..care ..guidance n support......u r not just my lover..my lyf too.....true  love nvr dies..it only gets stronger wit time.....it takes millions of people to complete the world but it only takes u to complete mine.....i want to be the only hand u evr need to hold....u r being evr so kind n thoughtful......
             Its smple things that really hurts my feelings.....i hav givn u evry breath that i hav got......i hav givn u my heart......n myself.....it isn't ok for u???????????........v all make mistakes...sometimes we do desperate things..wht does it prove???....... nothnnnn...........

Enne thanichaakki nee......

Pakal muzhuvan kaavalirunnu...santhosham nirachittu nee raathi kaalangalil enne thanichaakki engottekkanu poy marayunnathu??....urangaathe kannima chimmathe..ninte varavinaay kaathirikkunnu njan ..nakshathrangale nokki avayodu ente paraathi paranju oro nimishavum thalli neekkunnu....ellavarum urangumbol polum samadhanathode onnurangaan polum kazhiyaathe njan ingane......