Njan enna paazhjanmam.........

Njan innu sherikkum parihaasa kathaapaathramaay maari alle??......kadalinekkalum aazhathilekkaanu ente chinthakalude pokku.....avidunnu kai pidichu kayattan innu ente jeevithathil aarumillaa......pratheekshakulum swapnangalum maathramalla jeevitham ennu vaikiyaanelum manasilaakkan kazhinju......aareyum kannumadachu vishvasikkan paadilaannu anubhaavam padippichittundu...engilum athonnum orkkathe njan .........ente ellam.........?????????...........orikkalum kuttabodham thonniyittillaa........njan athrayere ishttapettittu thanneyaanu enne nalkiyathu......okke ariyumbol aalukal enne kalleriyumaayirikkum.....saramaakkilla njan....snehicha aalkku vendiyalle...enthinu njan kaaryamaakkanam...aa erokkeyum njan kollum......ennalum marakkilla ee janmam ninne njan.............

         Innu evide thirinjaalum aa mukham maathrame kaanaan kazhiyunnullu.....oro nimishathilum ente koode thanneyundu.....njan kaanumpole thirichu kaanananm ennu njanum aagrahichathu kondaavaam innente jeevitham ingane thakarnnathu..........kaaranakaari njan thanneyaanu.....enikku mansilaavum........aakaamkshayode aayirunnu njan oro nimishatheyum varavettukondirunnathu....iniyippo aa aakaamksha vendallo..... ente jeevithathil enikku enthu sambhavichaalum enikku vendi vedanikkan aarumillaanulla santhoshathode enikku enthumaakaallo.......daivame.....daivathinte aa kanakku pusthakathile ente aayusonnu thiruthikoode??......enneyum koodi aa lokathe kondu poykkodeeee...........ente daivangal orikkal polum enne kai vittittillallo.....ithavana koodi ente avasaana aagraham pole kandu saadhichu thannoodeeee??......